I have had experiences that did seem very 'extraterrestrial' at the time.,
and met people who say they are fully conscious of being a 'walk in' - an ET
being who has entered a mature human body. In one way, it could be said we
are all ET's - only we enter the body sometime soon after conception - and
thus go through all the memory-losing and conditioning processes.
I have often had the feeling that I am visiting here - and taking in
information on actual physical experiences - as though I will be 'reporting'
'when I get back.'
I find people's behaviour very strange. Very. Always have done.
Everything so 'crude.' Having to get yourself physically from one place to
another; having to steer the car; having to use words/sound to communicate;
eating/defecating/reproducing; people not taking care - of themselves
(smoking, drugs, eating meat) not taking care of each other, and fauna and
flora; and generally, how undeveloped people are.
No judgement, just amazed. I expect we all look like that to other more
I have often had the feeling that I am a bit more evolved than the average
inhabitant of this planet, and my role/function is to help to wake up the
people - who have come here to help to wake up people - during 'the crisis.'
Seriousness is a serious disease.
And it is not to be 'understood.' I don't think anything can be understood.
Understanding is just an illusion. Life is to be lived, not 'understood.'
I see 'reality' as flexible and indefinable as water - it can take any shape
- depending on the container, circumstance, and the position of the viewer.
Solid - as ice; still or flowing - as water; transparent - as fine mist;
invisible - as steam.
It has taken quite a while to get over being here
at all. Let me assure you all - by just being here, in any state of
development - you are doing great! Being here at all is not easy.
Planet earth is a tough one. And, one of the most beautiful.
Everything is changing, all the time.
And, at the same time, nothing is/has changed - and never has.
That one is not so easy to explain.
I think I have been 'through' most human conditions. I think that maybe why
my sharing's can be so helpful/disturbing - I have actually experienced what
I am talking about - and having experienced them (in a detached way) there
is a certain energy frequency that comes with the sharing.
I feel there is more evolving happening - and I have no idea what it is.
It feels as though 'what is to come' is not of this dimension, so although I
can sense it, and it is real in an abstract way, I cannot manifest it into
this dimension with these human 'tools' - even to myself - yet, anyway.
So although not a desire, or even a preference, I do feel that that there is
something taking place.
I suppose, up until now now anyway, one of my amusements/tasks has been to
interpret what I get coming through in the abstract into words that can, in
the right circumstance, be detected/assimilated into at least part a human
mind/being - so that it will remember that it knew it already anyway.
I suppose it could be explained like this. While being here something seems
to have evolved. While here, this entity has gone through and experienced
all the stages - including desire - which evolved into preference - and now,
At one time I would have said that preference is natural, and inevitable
while inhabiting a physical body, and now it is different for me. Although
not strictly accurate, I would say that I would not presume/dare to even
It is as though going through different levels of awareness/consciousness,
each one is appropriate at its own level, and totally inappropriate at
At one level, everything is absolutely perfect - even when it is not
absolutely perfect! I know that may sound stupid/silly - and it is true.
If I 'drop' into an earthly state I could say, well, it would be nice if...
but most of the time I do not live in that sort of earthly state.
Don't ask where I do live - I don't know - all I do seem to know is what it
So human preferences? Some of the normal ones I suppose - some more money -
so I can give more away, and buy anything without considering the cost -
although that may well be a left over human trait - and I am not needing
much anyway, and when I do, it seems happen.
And one that has floated around for years - someone coming who
unconditionally wants to wake up - so I can pass on my 'hard-earned'/fun
experiences. And, at the same time, preferring such a person does not come -
as I love so much being alone.
[Paul is] very human on one level, and not at all so on others. Like all of us.
The only difference is - being unconditionally aware, or not aware.
'Living an extraordinary life, in a very ordinary way.'
Paul is not 'special.' Everybody is the same - it is just that some people
are more evolved than others - because they have chosen to live life
accepting and living with the natural state of uncertainty -
unconditionally, and not knowing - which we don't anyway.
Everyone has the same potential, it is just how it is allowed.
And, whoever, wherever you are right now - is exactly who and where you need
to be. Perfect. Just if you stay aware, and unattached, you will not have to
stay there beyond the time needed for that experience.
And the silence is not silent, and the emptiness not empty - just unformed.
Lots more of course. Sent with much love...
Wednesday October 28th, 2009
Once again there are rumors that the United States government may make some sort of admission that there is an unknown intelligent presence here. Whether these rumors mean anything or not I do not know.
I do know this, though: unless we begin to address this phenomenon intelligently and make use of the knowledge that it offers us, we are going to continue on the current death-spiral of economic and environmental decline.
The situation we find ourselves in is not our fault. Nature, or somebody, made us without sexual seasonality. Therefore, we had too many babies. Therefore, we are out of room here on earth.
Of course, we can use technological manipulation to decrease the environmental footprint of the individual, and the president has very correctly seen that as a viable direction in which the economy can grow, but it's not unlimited.
The reality is simple, and although it may seem incredible, it is possible: we need to be able to expand off the earth in large numbers. In enormous numbers. In other words, we need to gain the ability to travel among not just nearby stars but many stars. We need to find other earths.
This is not impossible. People who can do it are all around us. But we pretend that they are not here. We pretend that they cannot be here because interstellar travel is impossible. But they are here. What they are and where they are from is another question, and for all I know, the answers could be very unexpected.
One thing is certain: admission of their presence will open the door to thousands of curious and intellectually robust people, enabling them to address the knowledge that is now available in a useful manner.
The government need do only four things: first, admit that some of the lights in our skies appear to be devices under intelligent nonhuman control. Second, stop confronting them in any way when they enter our skies. Third lift the granting restrictions that have prevented granting in this area of studies. Fourth allow access to any and all knowledge and technology that it does possess to all human minds.
This does not address the close encounter phenomenon, though, and it is the close encounter phenomenon that is the reason that disclosure never comes. Admitting that the lights in the sky are under intelligent control is one thing. Admitting that their operators are coming out and entering our bedrooms and our bodies, and this cannot be controlled, is quite another.
There are three approaches to the alien abduction phenomenon. The first is the Stephen Greer approach, which says that they are benevolent and that any suggestion to the contrary is due to fear and confusion. The second is the Budd Hopkins/David Jacobs approach, which sees them as being emotionless and indifferent to our welfare, here only to harvest human DNA and sexual material.
There is a third approach, which is to admit the truth of the close encounter experience, which is the most complex event that has ever happened. Our society has been coping with large scale structural intrusions for three centuries now. We have absorbed the coming of the mass-production factory, electrification, the automobile, the airplane, electronics and rich communication. But these are all things that we could control. How to we absorb technological innovation from a source that we cannot control, and that is going to have many agendas of its own.
I have a simple answer: we call on our best minds to do it. We need to develop and adequately fund a think tank that can address these problems with the best theories, ideas and equipment we can bring to bear. It needs to have a substantial scientific arm that will gather physical knowledge from crash debris, from observation of the movement of objects, and from any other resource that may be available, It needs an engineering group that will make sense of this material and point us in the direction of new uses.
We needn't start huge. We can start small, which the development, for example, of new vehicles that will replace the plane and not rely on air for lift, that will carry us farther and faster, enabling us, for example, to begin to mine the moon for commercial quantities of Helium3, which would solve both our energy and pollution problems.
This think tank must also address the issue of communication, but this is not a matter of decoding signals. It is a matter of decoding bodies. The bodies of the close encounter witnesses bear physical evidence with them that can be studied both in situ and in the lab. Collectively, they are, in effect, the first word the visitors have spoken to us. It is incumbent upon us to translate that word, for it is a very large, very complex word about the nature of man and his place in the cosmos.
In fact, it is the largest word ever uttered, a word larger than all the language that has ever been spoken across all of our history. So decoding it is not going to be easy, but it is going to be incredibly productive.
The Greer approach to this problem suggests that, if we stop shooting and acknowledge them openly, their attitude toward us will change and they will become more forthcoming.
The Hopkins approach warns that disclosure could have unknown consequences, and could turn us into a race of DNA milk-cows, left to rot on barnyard earth.
The third approach does not start by making value judgments based on the incomplete information we have now. It begins by seeking to understand that information. Conclusions can be drawn when the foundation of knowledge available makes it possible to do so.
If we are to have the rich cultural, social and economic future that seems to disclose itself just ahead of where we are not, government must admit the reality of the visitors and encourage study of them. If it continues to stonewall the situation, the loss to mankind, already tragic, will certainly deteriorate even further.
We must do everything we can to prevent the extraordinary, beautiful and immeasurably valuable human species from perishing or sinking into a decivilizing decline that will end with the population decimated and civilization forgotten.
The single most valuable thing we can do right now to help ourselves is to acknowledge contact and begin to harvest the knowledge that is on offer.
The populace en masse is not aware to this day that the astronauts allegedly signed their secrecy oaths which is why they couldn't talk about any genuine UFOs while they were in flight. Loose lips today are not sinking ships but launching a new and exciting wave of truth driven factual information that's catching the fires of lit up minds who that handle what many UFO researchers regard as the truth.
In "Labored Journey to the Stars" Dr.Richard Boylan's masterpiece of inside UFO information there's an amount of important information about this mystical monolith that former US astronaut Buzz Aldrin recently talked about.
Aldrin seems to be tapping mankind on the shoulder and saying "Listen the universe has important messages for all of us and they're structures out there like this monolith and other life forms out there that should make you exercise your inquiring mind because this is also related to our place in the universe". At least that's what I'm picking up on from Buzz Aldrin.
In 1969 the Apollo 10 astronauts Stafford, Cernan and Young were claimed by some to be the first to approach and film an extraterrestrial monolith which according to the late and extraordinary Dr. Michael Wolf was a structure which emits light and tone signals and sends a mathematical language.
Dr.Michael Wolf is an unsung hero to me and his contribution to UFO and ET revelations are the crowning jewels of UFO studies and UFO facts that give more and more testimony to the fact that the universe is teaming with so many life forms and that our infinitesimal existence here is the most arrogant and ignorant that proves that mercenary human egos on earth are the nemesis to any progress of significance.
The instrumentation in Apollo 10 was purportedly affected. The priceless ET structured monolith which was, according to this account, retrieved from space had a message on it and also a map of an extraterrestrial civilization from the ET race which placed it there. A secret covert military team is said to have retrieved the monolith using the shuttle arm. The late honorable Dr.Michael Wolf who was a brilliant and most ethical scientist had a reverence for the monolith and fought to bring it back where it came from. The monolith was brought to earth in 1972.
Incidentally former Apollo 14 astronaut Edgar Mitchell has also publicly stated as recently as March 2009 and before then in 1995 on Dateline NBC that earth is certainly being visited by extraterrestrial visitors and the information Dr.Mitchell received comes from many higher ups that he's been privileged to know. He re-iterated this at the March 2009 New York lecture with Friends of the Institute of Noetic Sciences: which Dr.Mitchell founded.
Dr.Mitchell recently wowed and thrilled an entire audience in New York City at this Institute. Dr. Mitchell was actually raised in the town of Roswell and he has put his honorable blueprint on that issue. As we now know according to him it really happened and it was extraterrestrial.
When Dr.Mitchell talked about being on the moon he talked about it from a poet's and philosopher's perspective because for Dr.Mitchell it was the greatest and most spiritual of experiences. What a shame then that those in the media covering UFOs are so unwilling to treat the topic seriously.
I can just hear the echoing haunting words of nuclear physicist and UFO researcher Stanton Friedman saying that the debunkers "have made up their minds and just don't do the homework". Isn't that an understatement of this epoch?
Former NASA chief of communications Maurice Chatelain as well as Dr.Gerry Anderson and Otto Binder have all alleged that the astronauts signed secrecy oaths NOT to mention any UFOS they encountered in space.
Some UFO researchers claim that in one of the space flights a tall, non human entity stood on a space platform and faced one of our astronauts. This has been backed up by the testimony of none other than Clark McClelland who was a ground astronaut specialist and who's informed about many of the wonders out there.
In my own rather radical vision Stephen Bassett, Dr.Richard Boylan, Major George Filer, Buzz Aldrin and former astronaut Edgar Mitchell along with the other astronauts who have seen unbelievable things out there in their space explorations might even launch studies in ET contact and UFO history in the nation's most respected universities.
My former producer and host Jim Rodger whose dynamic informative UFO related program "The Cutting Edge-The Truth Revealed" would also be a part of this UFO intelligentsia and so would our former co-hosts Kyle Dayton and Ed Martin all champions of UFO knowledge.
The head of such a study program might be the one and only Dr.Richard Boylan who's a scholar of many aspects of this phenomenon who's also a PH.D, a behavioral scientist, emeritus associate Professor of psychology a clinical hypnotherapist consultant and one hell of a dynamic UFO researcher.
The evidence of a UFO cover-up is simply overwhelming.
The unmanned probes of Phobos one and Phobos two were launched by the Soviets in the direction of Mars on July 12, 1988. This was a joint East West project with the US transferring their astrometrical observations to the Soviets. The Swiss and the French provided a special measuring device they had created together with the Russians.
American radiotelescopes were also on board to aid the Soviets. Phobos two was equipped with a laser device dubbed LIMA D aimed at the surface of the moon and exploding a mini explosion so that datum could be gathered. Phobos two was lost and also Phobos one was also lost. In January 1989 Phobos was to be transferred into orbit in tandem with its namesake. Phobos was to be explored but then the unexpected calamity occurred.
On March 28, 1989 no communication was transmitted to earth from Phobos two. It was the death of two of these probes that left an indelible enigma unresolved to this day. It was Colonel Baberdin in Russia who wrote an article called "Enigmas of Martian Orbits" and described a peculiar enigmatic spot on the Martian surface. Colonel Baberdin asked astrophysicists to study this strange enigma.
The device in Phobos Two was able to capture this inexplicable image. The image was a cylindrical 15 mile long object. In 1991 the pre-eminent Russian ufologist Marina Popovich went to Los Angeles to show a photograph of this unforgettable image of the cylindrical 15 mile long object just before the demise of Phobos two. For sure it's a haunting space mystery because something hit Phobos two and sent it in a spin and it was never heard of again. The logical conclusion would be that this 15 mile long cylindrical object was under intelligent control and wanted to sabotage the unmanned phobos probes which it did with its spitfire super non human force.
Some non-human intelligence out there was seemingly able to destroy these man made probes for reasons we can only wonder about. As all of these mysteries rise to crescendo levels, we have the monoliths that Dr. Boylan speaks of and educates his email list about. Buzz Aldrin dropped that little bombshell with his winning handsome dimpled smile about the monolith in Phobos but they're more to speak of and we can only imagine how many more are out there taking on a life of their own. For years I was bestirred with a rapturous wonder about the monolith in the classic film "2001 A Space Odyssey". It was the haunting resonating force that carried the film.
That image of that monolith in the classic many times revived film "2001 A Space Odyssey" never left my unopened third eye which stores so many images of things that always remain unanswered mysteries as we go about our routine waking life. The memory of that monolith stirred my senses as did the stewardesses and astronauts on that 2001 Space Odyssey spaceship as I lived it vicariously but the monolith spoke to me of an extraterrestrial repository of extraterrestrial history and power that we can only dream of seeing for real.
Now with Virgin Galactic making space tourism available and a New Mexico space port available to the masses who have the opulence to pay and go out there, perhaps space tourists who're paying the millionaires and billionaires for only price tag to go out there will get to see the monoliths out there in space.
I'm sure that our beloved US astronauts could never put a price tag on the wonders of the universe and deprive others from seeing monoliths, ETs and UFOS in space just because they weren't opulent enough to pay for the trip.
I recently learned that some UFO researchers claim that Arthur C. Clarke, who was of course the creator and author of "2001 A Space Odyssey" and who was a most prolific author of so much science fiction genius which now has become science reality genius knew about these monoliths because he worked in intelligence and was a CIA agent.
Needless to say I spun with excited curiosity about these rapturous revelations. To further resolve the cause of unresolved cosmic mystery ancient star nations created these pitch dark monoliths that Dr.Boylan told his email group about.
These three extraterrestrial beacons, the three monoliths that were stolen from space and finally returned were retrieved by military astronauts according to Dr.Boylan. When the three monoliths were brought to earth, Monolith number one was located in Nunavut Territory in Canada.
Monolith number two was said to be located atop the South Central Greenland snowy sheet east of Kangerlussuaq and monolith number three was located in Alaska next to the Grestle River Army Test Site. At least one of these monoliths was spotted by Apollo astronauts during flights to the moon. The power of the monoliths exert very potent electromagnetic fields that can mess up earth's energy lines and girds, disrupt and alter the weather and has been used, according to some, by sinister human forces on earth.
These three monoliths are said to be no longer on earth because it is claimed that a formidable team on earth, the Counter Insurgency Team, led by Colonel Shadow, led a project in which the Zetans came to retrieve the monoliths. Back when the monolith was transferred to a secret research facility around 1972, it was the prominent astronomer Dr.Carl Sagan and the late Dr.Michael Wolf who were part of the team.
It has been noted that those scientists who worked and researched the monolith for prolonged periods of time got cancer as did Dr.Carl Sagan and Dr.Michael Wolf. Some scientists are alleged by some to have died right on the spot when they tried to dissect the monolith.
The late Dr.Michael Wolf got colon cancer and so did a former CIA Counter Intelligence official connected to researching the monolith. Many scientists seem to have paid dearly to research the monolith. They were ignorant of the potential for danger. After the casualties of those connected to researching the monolith occurred, the research facility and scientific analysis was conducted underwater.
The next time there's a conference in Washington DC like the one in 2001 given by Dr.Steven Greer who was accompanied by more than 400 credible ex-employees of both the government and the military we should insist that the media to take serious note.
Credible scientists like Carol Rosin, who spoke at the conference, and worked with people like Werner Von Braun and retired Colonel Clifford Stone as well as many others are willing to testify before Congress that UFOs are real.
On October 9, 2009 NASA will launch the Lunar Reconnaissance Orbiter which will look inside the craters on the moon at the poles and look for frozen water and map the surface of the moon.
Simultaneously, the Lunar Crater Observation and Sensing satellite will create a six mile plume and a crater 66 feet wide and 13 feet deep crater to search for water and I expect they'll keep quiet about whatever else they'll find but others will always know better and share the truth without trepidation. There are structures on the far side of the moon and according to Air Force Sergeant Karl Wolfe who also noted that these structures were built by intelligent non-human beings.
These intelligent beings out there must be egregiously appalled by the idiocy and sinister meanness of members of the human race who have not gotten their act together. I'm sure they already know the ones who have always gotten their act together because it's just a matter of honor. Go Buzz we applaud you!
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Opinion: Naomi Semeniuk
Brazil along with France, England and Spain has been a leading advocate of UFO disclosure. We're all hoping that our own country the USA will join the ranks of other countries that have made UFO disclosure and UFO truth possible for the masses because the masses are so badly informed and brainwashed by skeptics who do zero research and paid debunkers who brainwash the public so easily and pocket tainted money for their lies. The Paradigm Research group spearheaded by Steven Bassett along with Dr.Steven Greer from the Disclosure Project are the trailblazers along with Robert Vanderclock a great UFO researcher from upstate New York who does his homework with indefatigable zeal and Retired Major Sergeant Robert Dean formerly with S.H.A.P.E. Many others such as Larry Warren, former Sergeant Penningston and pilots testified in Washington at the National Press Club a few years ago. Dr.Greer had his own UFO conference in Washington DC in 2001 but no one was paying attention then. It was an historic occasion but the media downplayed it at the time. We hope that our President Obama will pay attention.
The Varghina case is the Roswell of Brazil and no one more than American UFO researcher and UFO implant specialist & investigator Dr.Roger Leir who investigated the case has brought it to the forefront of UFO history as one of Brazil's most important UFO landmark cases. Dr.Leir who was on our program "The Cutting Edge-The Truth Revealed" revealed so much about this case. Dr.Leir who's distinguished in his own medical field has been the one who's removed so many alien implants and also the ones that move under the skin as well. When he traveled to Brazil he interviewed the young girls who saw the crouched figure of a small brown red eyed creature and Brazil being a Christian mostly Catholic country called these red eyed non human creatures who were terrified and suffering from earth culture shock "devils". Also a young officer died after he rescued and touched one of the creatures.
I remember what Dr.Leir said when he commented on the young girls who had seen these creatures on their way home and how they had mentioned that the media or someone was going to pay the girls to recant their story for millions of dollars and these girls were impoverished and came from a poor section of Varghina and they categorically stuck to their eyewitness account of what they experienced and refused the money. An experience like this is a life altering experience and it leaves its imprint forever.
Brazil is also lucky to have someone A.J Gevered championing the UFO issue and working with the military on these very bizarre Amazon anomalies where people were hurt. The whole story is still being investigated. Mr.Gevered was also on our program and is a voice of importance in the UFO community with his UFO magazine and lifelong research. The Brazilian military has been working with Mr.Gevered in solving these great mysteries of UFO contact and its implications for humanity. The late great Harvard doctor, Dr.John E.Mack has a whole chapter in his classic book "Passport to the Cosmos" on the Amazon and UFOs landing there. They're signs all over the world and Robert Dean who always said "The Time Has Come" is so right because no time like now can be more perfect for cosmic awareness of the visitors and the meaning of all of this which also has so much to do with the future of our planet and the environment mankind is killing.
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Listen to this amazing conversation with Bill Homann, who inherited the skull from Mitchell-Hedges' daughter. He calls it the Skull of Love. It is a tool for our time of transformation, but its origins are unknown.
April 4th coming to the Community Church 40 East 35th street.
February 8, 2008 by zedelef
I had a 2012 theme-dinner in a Park Avenue apartment last night. The hostess, who was dolled up in couture and diamonds, served us MREs by candlelight. Military Ready-to-Eat rations that have a super high calorie content and taste like shit. It was all very droll. She had this ancient religious expert who explained to us over champagne and powdered fruit cocktails that the end of the Kali Yuga was upon us. She was this gorgeous black girl from Haiti with thin, elegant dreadlocks and teeth so bright it was like talking to a stroboscope. After her spiel I asked her what she did back home and she told me she was a witch doctor. So I pulled my shirt up and asked her to take a look at one of my nipples. Every time I play tennis it chaffs on my Polo shirt. Well don’t wear a Polo shirt. She seemed to know her stuff. There was also an astronomy professor from Cal-tech who specializes in black holes and moonlights for a group who believe in the arrival of the 12th planet. Planet X. His take on the whole thing was just shy of doomsday. But by that time I was really putting the moves on the Haitian. She was a little older than me but I have to say, there’s something about a six foot black witch doctor that you just can’t quite pass up. She was certainly more interested in the professors conjecture than I. He called the planet Nibiru and said that it had a several thousand year orbit thats going to swing it right by Earth on December 21st, 2012. Apparently it will come so close that the magnetic poles will flip creating a shit storm that will wipe out every coast line from New York to Byron Bay. At this point the ladies who lunch were either laughing hysterically or wetting their pants. What do mean mid America? I spent my whole life getting out. Now I have to go back? Most of the men didn’t even seem to notice. They were still talking about the Super Bowl or reading email on their Blackberries. When the professor finally began talking about the post 2012 maps for sale on the Internet three of them had excused themselves because the Ranger game was already in its second quarter. As I was leaving I asked the Haitian what she really thought. I knew she was hiding something. But with so many people around she just kept quiet. When I invited her to dinner she shook her head and said no. You come to me with something and I’ll cook. So I’m going to bring her a live goat and try to get her to decapitate it with me inside a pentagram. I don’t think I’ve ever been more excited.
February 11, 2008 by zedelef
I drove out to New Jersey on Saturday to meet a painter who claims he’s had sex with an alien from outer space. I’d never been to Jersey before. It’s not that bad in fact, considering. The stress levels in New York really drop the minute you cross the water. You can feel it. I think if New York was a women she’d perpetually be going though the menopause. She just goes on, and on, and on about that thing you once said back in 1984. Jersey was chilly willy by comparison. Real easy going. No stress. No great beauty either, but at least it was peace. And the guy was nice too. He told his story calmly. He certainly wasn’t unconvincing. And so it was yet another example of someone either being completely brainwashed or simply telling the truth. And it’s a strange experience of course, to meet a man in downtown Hoboken who paints landscapes, loves Earth Wind and Fire, and is utterly convinced that he’s impregnated a half alien, half human in an underground compound with port holes in the ceiling that look onto the earths inner sun. When he asks you if you take sugar with your tea you just don’t know what to say. For starters you’re watching him with every ounce of your perception just to tell if he’s not faking. Then there are the details. The little details, the curious observations that just baffle you for all their originality. He even painted the whole sequence of events in an elegant story board form. They were quite beautiful. The largest piece in the series was a life size, full frontal nude of the lucky alien-girl herself. And I know what you’re thinking. I know because I was thinking it too. And of course its totally natural for low level Orangutans like us to have our heads in the muck. Its nothing new. Its the reason we all got into this mess in the first place. And so yes - she was quite something. But that wasn’t the most interesting part. The most interesting part was the way he described their reactions to his words. To each others even. It was a very telling insight into the way more highly evolved beings interact. Because he said that when they spoke to him, to each other, they didn’t question, they didn’t doubt, they took every communication at face value. If someone said no, it meant no. If someone said yes, it meant yes. There was none of the bogus humility, the pretending that we do, to feel more or less one way or another about something because we feel we have to. Because our cultures over-sensitivity demands us to. Indeed our communication system is seeped in what can only be described as a web of essential little lies. The lies that hold us together. But they were above this masquerade. And so their language system was immaculate. No one said no when they meant yes, pretended to want something when they didn’t, suffered through an event and said that they were just fine because they felt they had to. According to him they were straight in their dealings because they had accepted each others differences. And one had to admit, it’s insane to think how much of our minds are occupied with the maintenance and upkeep of this web of necessary dishonesty, this pack of essential little lies and secrets with which we live and breathe day in day out. It’s exhausting in fact, when you really think about it.
Last night I met a priest whose particular expertise is exorcism. I had no idea how big the business was. Apparently the man’s non stop. And he was no joke. Like Chuck Norris if Chuck Norris was a holy man. He certainly looked like he could pick a fight. He had brawlers genes. Thick wrists, thick neck. His right hand was so big it looked like a bunch of bananas. With complete solemnity he told me that possession was in principle extremely rare, and that only by completely losing ones sense of self, ones I am-ness as he put it, could one be taken over by a malignant spirit. And if you were really in bad shape - a consortium of them. Precisely what happened in his last case. Apparently some small timer in prison with big eye lashes and a nice ass had been beaten into becoming a sex slave for a group of white supremacists. They’d burnt a Swastika on one of his butt cheeks and told him that they’d cut off his dick if they ever caught him peeing standing up again. He was a jail whore now. They pimped him out daily for favors, cigarettes and that chocolate mousse they give out at lunch. Within a week he was broken, in a month he was zombified, in two he just started biting off wieners and eating them. And if someone protested he’d just poke out their eyes and eat those too. Then no one touched him. But he was changed, and soon became a man that no one looked at twice. The end was naturally quite gruesome but long story short they had to bring in Chuck. Shut him up in a room with no one else but Chuck. But Chuck didn’t say much about that. He just said that he was once in the service of the dark, and that it almost killed him. Another term for human sacrifice if you ask me. And after all there’s still a market in every major city in the world. Children costing no more than twelve thousand dollars. Monkeys going for little over three. Though that was a surprise to me. The hit, from what I understand, is one that amplifies the power of the morphogenetic field allowing one to manifest with greater power and efficiency. The essence of absorbing someone elses life force. What we do in infinitesimally smaller increments in relationships every day. The flip side of being broken against your will.