Both allopathic and alternative doctors are surprised at the excellent state
of the body (Paul's body). It will sometimes work full on for up to eight hours, non-stop.
And occasionally, some days, it does not want to even move.
'Mentally' something is going on. Motivation is fading fast, and what is
called 'reality' is not looking at all real. Priorities have changed - the
'important' now feels unimportant; the 'essential' now unessential.
It is as though there is yet another depth to 'seeing.'
The old illusionary standards of seeing have long faded, yet the process
continues. All the things that were were once taken for granted have
dramatically transmuted, and new 'stages' of this process still continue.
Feels as though there is a something about to happen - a 'standing right on
the edge of' an unreal reality.
You mentioned that researching the cameras will help to keep the mind
I am aware of what was once referred to as my mind is indeed changing.
So I do attempt to keep it stimulated. You mentioned looking at woman to
keep it stimulated. Doesn't happen the same way now. I still look, but
almost instantly the 'seeing' goes beyond the physical, and into a deeper
level the of the being. Happens with everyone really -- experiencing
multiple levels of them.
I have always had some sort of 'X-ray vision.' It is not physical, but as
though I can see who they have been, who they are, and, if they continue in
the same way, who they are going to be - and who they really are / are not.
It is as though 'I' am 'experiencing' two main states:
The state of the mind, and 'the other.'
Both seem to be there at the same time, it is that one fades into the
background, leaving the other one most prevalent.
On my own the 'other' is there most of the time.
(I do realise that I am using single quotes a lot. It is because there isn't
really a suitable word or description, and I don't feel like going into a
long explanation - for something that cannot be explained by language.)
The mind is the practical. Nothing to do with reality really - it just
thinks the practical is, and is important. Cute.
'The Other' is the most interesting - and indescribable. It is not bliss.
Bliss is a 'something' and this 'state' is not a something.
I can only explain it at the moment as a 'not-something.'
In a doco on Opium, an addict was asked what it is like when they get
'high.' They described the sensation as absolute relaxation. No worries. No
anything. They just wanted to lie down, and be. Could be called 'peace' I
A saying attributed to Lao Tzu:
"Don't run when you can walk; don't walk when you can stand; don't stand
when you can sit; don't sit when you can lie down."
I hope you connect with the less obvious meaning of that.
In this state there is no real awareness of a 'self.'
There is a self, and there isn't. The 'is' is so much one with everything
that calling it a 'self' isolates it from... everything that is / is it.
And it is very, very ordinary.
That sort of thing...
And on: The gap is going to get bigger -
Many of you are writing to say that you are finding it more and more
difficult to 'fit in' with people, and the things that are going on around.
The gap is going to get bigger.
As you become more aware, you become more responsible.
As you become more responsible, you become more sensitive.
Sometimes gradually, sometimes suddenly, you start to see more clearly what
is going on around you -- and you don't feel part of it.
Like you are from another planet. You are. We all are!
Everything, and everybody appears more gross, loud, insensitive.
You are waking up - to the way it is.
Have you noticed that there seems to be more music around?
And it is louder, and seemingly, everywhere.
Going into a clothing shop you wonder how the assistants can possibly cope
with the sound level all day - yet they seem oblivious to the noise.
It is not just that you are getting older - the planet is getting more
violent. The movies, the television programmes, the news, the games.
It is all emerging. As we have said for many years, the negativity that has
been held inside is going to manifest, materially, on the outside.
You are waking up. Give yourself time to adjust.
There is an energy phenomenon happening that is giving us an opportunity.
Resist and our inner negative energy will become more obvious, and manifest
externally. Become more aware, honest, and caring, and your life will be
more enjoyable than you ever thought possible.
We are in exciting times of change. Wonderful.