Hi Love,

Thanks for sharing at that depth.
I have had a reply floating around,
and don’t seem to get to the depth of it.
With a few other things as well. Change.
I think it has to do with a process in me
of disconnecting from some basic level. It is a relief.

So here is some of what is coming through - sort of more general.
For everyone there always seems to be something to look at at.
For a more personal reflection I suggest you ask your close friends?

This what I started to write - before the flow ran out.


You say:
>And I've been feeling you lately...
>as I usually do, connected...
>and differently somehow,
>something feels shaky.
>Is it you or me?

I find that interesting - that you have picked that up.
I am very glad you have shared.
Allows an opening to share. Great.

I have felt a little less connected with a few people lately.
My theory is, that there is a shift happening in me -
and maybe something to do with the other persons connection as well.

This shift that seems to be happing in me is quite an interesting one.
As usual, can’t really explain it - even to myself -
yet for sure, something is taking place.
More of something, and less of something else.

I have just been attempting to share with a friend about it.
Before letting it sink in, they got upset.
I think this more subtle level can be very upsetting -
because it requires a letting go of everything we are basing our whole
life on.

I think that is why I am not talking about it too much -
means letting go of any of the old, and the unknowable new is upsetting.
As we go deeper, things get more subtle, and thus,
more easily misinterpreted, and thus feeling discouraged
by the old part of the mind.

As you know, seems it is the job of the mind to control - to keep us safe.

The invitation now is to move beyond what the mind can understand,
and thus not feel in control.
What we are calling the new is beyond what the mind can comprehend.

When I read some of the things you write I feel happy for you -
that you are moving. And other times it feels old.
Can’t remember instances, and it no longer seems my role to.
Something to do with certainty? Most times, what you say is excellent -
it is the certainty that I am not certain about.

Something really has happened for Dianne -
and the process was/is total let go - of absolutely everything.
Not just the material things;
not just what is thought to be known and unknown,
but a letting go of the identity of the one who is knowing and not knowing.
Total, total let go - of absolute everything on absolutely every level.

As we get closer to the core, the harder is the holding on. Impending
death.
So the feeling is, except in exceptional circumstances -
where the person is exceptionally open to let in, whatever,
I share less on the personal level - just the general.

And some very encouraging things are happening around here -
changes are really happening.

Sending you love...