Complaint begets circumstances for seeming excuses for further complaints.
With all that pain complaint is understandable -- at one level,
and yet until it is accepted, with gratitude, it is unlikely to change.

I know on the practical level it does not seem possible for things to change
so dramatically, but life does not operate on a practical level, it only
appears to.

There is something much, much bigger to life than we comprehend.
In fact life is nothing like we think it is. Everything is connected to
everything in every possible way. What we call miracles are not miracles
they are just life doing its thing in a way that we do not comprehend.

I know this does not sound logical or true to you but on some level you want
what you have have got -- or you would not have it. We are all in exactly
the situation in which we want/need to be. Always. It is true that there are
overlaps through consequences, and still, we are getting what on some level
we are needing. Just because we cannot see the process does not mean it is
not so.

We love to complain. We were brought up on it. We are addicted to it.
We love it. We feel lost without it. With complaint we are never responsible
for the position in which we are in. It is always something/someone else's
fault. If only....

We are so, so asleep to how things are really.
And we don't want to wake up -- we just want what we want. Now!

Life is interwoven in a way that our minds are not capable of comprehending.
Our mind thinks it can comprehend everything, but it cannot even comprehend
that it cannot comprehend everything.

Contemplation. Sit. Allow.
And look for anything for which you will allow yourself to be grateful.
Then drop into that sensation.

If you are still in a body it means you want to be in a body.
When you really do not want to be in a body you will not be.
Being in a body is a form of saying yes. Complaint is saying no.
Saying yes and no at the same time is like having your one foot hard on the
gas pedal and the other foot on the brake. Unpleasant Consequences.

As always, just take the suggestions as possibilities, hypothesises, and
experiment. At least with a smile.

Sending love...