Hi Love.

You say:
>This response by you really split me open…
And I had to sit with this for two days and look…

 "I really split myself open with this from you:
Take a look:
Do you want to talk about it, or realise it. [awakening]
Maybe two totally different approaches?
Sending love...

Great - sounds like something has got through.
And, I am little surprised at the strength of what you felt -
especially as what I said was not meant to be harsh in any way.
(Did your chat with Dianne help move things?)
I am glad to hear that it connected for you.

This is how I see it.
I am very happy that you are connecting with people at the level you are.
(Especially as that level seems no longer appropriate for me.)

And, the more you yourself are experiencing what you are attempting to
share, rather than just ‘talking about it’ the deeper your communications will go
for them.

As I keep saying, it is not the words, it is the frequency -
so if you are actually experiencing yourself at that level,
rather than ‘just’ talking about it, the deeper it will go for them.

Another thing:
I see this often - something starts ‘working’ for someone, they get
successful, then they are reluctant to stop holding it.
Thing is, they got to where they got, by not holding,
so while they were not holding, they really had something live to share.
Then, when the person is no longer moving, and experiencing what they are
sharing, the energy goes weak - people do not feel threatened -
so the speaker gets popular - because they are not threatening.

You say:
>And then something comes up and says. "will I lose everything?”

So you are still under the illusion you have something to lose?
All is so, so different ‘on the other side.’ (And there are no other
sides.)

Sending lots of love, support and encouragement