I have had experiences that did seem very 'extraterrestrial' at the time.,
and met people who say they are fully conscious of being a 'walk in' - an ET
being who has entered a mature human body. In one way, it could be said we
are all ET's - only we enter the body sometime soon after conception - and
thus go through all the memory-losing and conditioning processes.
I have often had the feeling that I am visiting here - and taking in
information on actual physical experiences - as though I will be 'reporting'
'when I get back.'
I find people's behaviour very strange. Very. Always have done.
Everything so 'crude.' Having to get yourself physically from one place to
another; having to steer the car; having to use words/sound to communicate;
eating/defecating/reproducing; people not taking care - of themselves
(smoking, drugs, eating meat) not taking care of each other, and fauna and
flora; and generally, how undeveloped people are.
No judgement, just amazed. I expect we all look like that to other more
I have often had the feeling that I am a bit more evolved than the average
inhabitant of this planet, and my role/function is to help to wake up the
people - who have come here to help to wake up people - during 'the crisis.'
Seriousness is a serious disease.
And it is not to be 'understood.' I don't think anything can be understood.
Understanding is just an illusion. Life is to be lived, not 'understood.'
I see 'reality' as flexible and indefinable as water - it can take any shape
- depending on the container, circumstance, and the position of the viewer.
Solid - as ice; still or flowing - as water; transparent - as fine mist;
invisible - as steam.
It has taken quite a while to get over being here
at all. Let me assure you all - by just being here, in any state of
development - you are doing great! Being here at all is not easy.
Planet earth is a tough one. And, one of the most beautiful.
Everything is changing, all the time.
And, at the same time, nothing is/has changed - and never has.
That one is not so easy to explain.
I think I have been 'through' most human conditions. I think that maybe why
my sharing's can be so helpful/disturbing - I have actually experienced what
I am talking about - and having experienced them (in a detached way) there
is a certain energy frequency that comes with the sharing.
I feel there is more evolving happening - and I have no idea what it is.
It feels as though 'what is to come' is not of this dimension, so although I
can sense it, and it is real in an abstract way, I cannot manifest it into
this dimension with these human 'tools' - even to myself - yet, anyway.
So although not a desire, or even a preference, I do feel that that there is
something taking place.
I suppose, up until now now anyway, one of my amusements/tasks has been to
interpret what I get coming through in the abstract into words that can, in
the right circumstance, be detected/assimilated into at least part a human
mind/being - so that it will remember that it knew it already anyway.
I suppose it could be explained like this. While being here something seems
to have evolved. While here, this entity has gone through and experienced
all the stages - including desire - which evolved into preference - and now,
At one time I would have said that preference is natural, and inevitable
while inhabiting a physical body, and now it is different for me. Although
not strictly accurate, I would say that I would not presume/dare to even
It is as though going through different levels of awareness/consciousness,
each one is appropriate at its own level, and totally inappropriate at
At one level, everything is absolutely perfect - even when it is not
absolutely perfect! I know that may sound stupid/silly - and it is true.
If I 'drop' into an earthly state I could say, well, it would be nice if...
but most of the time I do not live in that sort of earthly state.
Don't ask where I do live - I don't know - all I do seem to know is what it
So human preferences? Some of the normal ones I suppose - some more money -
so I can give more away, and buy anything without considering the cost -
although that may well be a left over human trait - and I am not needing
much anyway, and when I do, it seems happen.
And one that has floated around for years - someone coming who
unconditionally wants to wake up - so I can pass on my 'hard-earned'/fun
experiences. And, at the same time, preferring such a person does not come -
as I love so much being alone.
[Paul is] very human on one level, and not at all so on others. Like all of us.
The only difference is - being unconditionally aware, or not aware.
'Living an extraordinary life, in a very ordinary way.'
Paul is not 'special.' Everybody is the same - it is just that some people
are more evolved than others - because they have chosen to live life
accepting and living with the natural state of uncertainty -
unconditionally, and not knowing - which we don't anyway.
Everyone has the same potential, it is just how it is allowed.
And, whoever, wherever you are right now - is exactly who and where you need
to be. Perfect. Just if you stay aware, and unattached, you will not have to
stay there beyond the time needed for that experience.
And the silence is not silent, and the emptiness not empty - just unformed.
Lots more of course. Sent with much love...